After I made a picture in " De Onze-Lieve-Vrouwekathedraal"  of a golden statue of a male, with  in his hand balance a very big cross, I asked a preacher of the cathedral for some explination about the sculpture. The golden state had me equal reminiscent of the story of Moses, but with the difference that the cross balance generated by a human hand. For me special enough to make a photograph of it. Later I hear the name of the artist that made that image.

It was a state of Jan Fabre. Suddenly I am reminded of the ceramics teacher of my art school, with whom I had a good relationship and who lived in Utrecht. He was a gay from Utrecht and we shared an admiration for the artist Jan Fabre. Later I am still sometime had dinner with him to do some more talking and I then sleep with him, I believe. It was somewhere in the White single woman I can remember. And he had a steady boyfriend and fortunately I did not have to worry overtures which I had no interest. Because we had both birthday on the same day, he invited me for a picnic in the Amsterdam forest. That was a very nice picnic and I made nice contacts with many people. Later the contact unfortunately disappeared. Then I got a girlfriend (actress) and we have got a longstanding relationship. Often people moves along a path they never knows in advance or can estimate that's what makes life exciting and rewarding for me. People who can read the future with great conviction, will sit with me often to the wrong address. They work out, argue and share other people in a kind that they themselves will come up on the spot. Not knowing that they often cling thus to all bad examples. That there are common from terrible things is undeniable. When I think of Adolf Hitler, we see a man seen as a man not many more could be because of his need to share all that much given the example of a very unhappy father, an initially unwanted child and apparently still should have been born. Something that few will not know is that this father of Adolf Hitler actually was an unwanted child. A child at the hands of a concerned uncle had to undergo a change of name of a likely Jewish father. Unfortunately, that name, which actually carried the meaning of "Shepherd" by office workers from the civil status, wrong over and literally emerged the corrupted name "HITLER". Thus the name HITLER was a pure mistake and was a major mistake in the choice of man, which I like to go on later on. I am so yesterday there was also in Ghent and have admired the city. In my student days I have once again exhibited the photo department of art school and we stayed with art students in Ghent. It was a special encounter of long ago and I learned that the opening time was done by John Kelly. A concept in the world of the visual arts in Europe. He is no longer living. In 2003, I met John Kelly together with Belgian artist Jan Fabre in the city of Zoetermeer. One of the most famous Belgian artists had then permitted to place a golden image on a giant pedestal. It made a big impression on me, especially the story there that Jan Fabre wanted to give me personally. Jan Fabre was a special example for me. I was his name encountered by the Mickery theater. He was in Amsterdam to give the terrible lengthy marathon theater. Performances could be kept at gunpoint. But I learned when the two theater directors said it was also negative advertising, all good advertising could and it was natural to artistic expression and less about the person himself. One even told me the most amazing directors could come often clumsy and flawed on and maybe it was with that reason I like starting theaterscenografie student will be heard by them could. I was at art school three scenografiedocenten. They were all very special, although I saw that one of the three unfortunately never. Still, I'm sorry that I wanted to break down at some point because I with "my logical view" could not have good places. "Logically looking and thinking" is often my biggest handicap that sooner or later I walk along hard against the wall. Especially when I realized that the concept of "logic" could actually be from a few filosoven I certainly could not believe.